A bit worried today
Toxic
Floating Heart
Boy
Strangers
Let it Flow
Kade si ti
Passengers
The Sun
Seeds
Tight
A Walk Through Hell
It’s early morning sunshine, open your
eyes
Toxic
Floating Heart
Everything you touch
will eventually become a silhouette
a dark shadow left behind
your unsteady pirouette
and arrow arum growing wild
your fingertips stimulate his growth
you've never been a neglected child
your mother's sunburnt patches on
your your skin bestowed
and shepherds needle wont grow no more
its too ugly and wilted for you now
the new leaves you grew last week
have made you a royalty in this garden somehow
so run away
run away while you still can.
leave your seeds behind
to dry and wither away
i used to love to smell your blossoms
but i no longer care to stay
and you're nothing but a toxic floating heart poisoning the tranquil springs i
wont drink your water now because your smile only sadness brings
and everything you touch
will eventually become a silhouette
a dark shadow left behind
your unsteady pirouette
so run away
run away while you still can
Boy
I don't know what's going on
every thing's way over my head
things have changed we're not the same
and we're moving on ahead
and you're nothing but a boy inside
just trying to grow old
im sorry boy
im sorry boy
im sorry boy
and i forgot what i was trying to say
ill just keep you listening to this melody you're just a body im sorry boy i
love you boy
no giving tree will ever give
what you've given to me
no future fling will make me sing
like you do
and passion leaks from your finger tips
when you follow the beats
and love will leak from my singing lips
as we create our melody.
im sorry boy
but you're traveling now to paradise on a plane seat without me i know we've
crossed some dotted lines but if we connect the dots we'll still be a boy and a
girl you're still a boy and im just a girl
now you'll grow into a man and forget about your childhood journeys im sorry boy
but ill stay a girl for as long as i can
im sorry boy
im sorry boy
im just a girl
im sorry boy
im sorry boy
you're just a boy
im sorry boy
im sorry boy
i love you boy
Strangers
you're a kid with a cane and an old soul i see you sit by yourself as people
come and go you are alone and there's a clerk at the cafe with mixed signs on
his face he tries to be polite but always argues with me i give him a hard time
i see the kid with the dreads 10 ft long outside smoking cloves he's a
transparent casualty of society the boys broken heart and battle scars are on
his sleeve
they're in my life
but they're strangers
he never follows the sings he is given
he never answers my questions alone
he tells me how busy he is
im too opinionated to care for
he reads and writes like its oxygen
he spends his days as an intellectual
he ponders on the hillside with his dog
i keep forgetting to tell him to leave
he's in my life
but he's a stranger
you're in my life
but you're a stranger
we never made it together alive
we hardly knew there was anything there
we fought all day till the night fell on our hearts i always forgave and forgot
the attacks
i should have followed closely to his steps i stopped giving a shit yesterday i
don't think im losing anything now he never got to know me anyway
you're in my life
but you're stranger
you're in my life
but you're a stranger
just as much as they are
Let it Flow
we're so multiple and yet
when i unleash them i am silence
altered by the fear and suspense
not wanting anything diluted
i choked
i misspoke
how many times did you say
i mean i think i said
i meant to say
didn't mean it that way
i spoke
i misspoke
no still i think
i should have let it flow
we tell ourselves no regrets some things shouldn't be remembered
i lied to you in hope to get something other than indifference
i talk to you all the time but you don't pay attention
you're great big eyes are pool leaves waiting to catch fire
i should have flow
a day will come when the world will turn her back on you darlin
the poppy fields of comfort will lilt in your hear
and im too damn angry to think of forgiving you
i gave you passion truth but you tore me apart
your great eyes will catch fire but you're already blind
i should have let it flow
first verse and chorus written by Walter Balzer
second & third verse by Geri X
Kade Si Ti
*no translation provided
Passengers
late afternoon
driving over the bridge
the sky stated crying
i was coming to you
medicated affection
they're only just drunk
your head filled with tension
i had an answer for that
and for now we're just passengers
traveling separately
and im hoping that we will crash and meet differently
late at night
i don't want to come home
terrified of falling asleep
im ashamed to call you
sea of conclusions
ink staining the paper
our conversations are full of things we fail to mention
and for now wer'e just passanger
traveling separetly
and im hoping that we will crash and meet differently
sea of conclusions
ink staining the paper
our conversations are full of things we fail to mention medicated affection
they're only just drunk your head filled with tension i had an answer for that
The Sun
i know one day you'll see the sun will come and hide with me in my hole i know
one day i'll see the sun will come and cry with me on his own i don't know if
ill be able to believe his lies i don't know how to trust what i can not see
he's too bright and blinds my eyes
i know one day ill be free to take back what's mine i know one day he'll realize
he has so much that belongs to me he forgot to leave behind you forgot to leave
me behind i don't know how he lives a life so bright if the darkness is
everywhere i don't know how to live without the sun he merged with me and now
we're one
we're one
the sun
you are the sun
we are one
Seed
i tore down these walls
to let the light in
this is the end
this is where I begin
i walked through the field
and watched as it grew
collecting the seeds
to bring them to you
i looked in theyre eyes
to see if they knew
but they came in disguise
so i didnt have a clue
i talked until i stalled
until the tank had run dry
i filled it with love
to feel more alive
i wrote you a song
i cant even fucking sing
but ill give it to you
so you can cut with the string
i wanted to sink
but you taught me to swim
all i know is your love
is a wonderful thing.
Tight
you definitely don't know what really saw a
girl so down to make her daddy proud so far below she tied her hair tighter back
with sharper colored strings a family living their old venturings
a country filled with people who only hold onto a grudge a prozac nation of
depressed teenagers and grownups who only judge a starless sky you never notice
from the city lights so bright and then you wonder how your moron child grew up
and lost his sight
and everybody's talking about some answer they need to find but i learned to
leave the past behind and everything i guess everything is alright i learned to
hold on tight
my canvas is awaiting my return
lady muse has left me
inspiration only burn
and i hear the ringing on a phone and it strung a sad string and im barely awake
and alive and im drowning in the ringing
and everybody's talking about some answer they need to find but i learned to
leave the past behind and everything i guess everything is alright i learned to
hold on tight
A Walk Through Hell
And if I could swim
I'd swim out to you in the ocean,
Swim out to where you were floating
in the dark.
And if was blessed
I walk on the water you're breathing,
To lend you some air for that heaving
Sunken chest.
'Cause they chose you
As the model
For their empty little dreams.
With your new head
And your legs spread
Like a filthy magazine.
And they hunt you
And they gut you
And you give in.
And if I was brave
I'd climb up to you on the mountain.
They led you to drink from their fountain Spouting lies.
And I'd slay
The horrible beast they commissioned
To steer me away from my mission
To your eyes,
And I'd stand there
Like a soldier
With my foot upon his chest.
With my grin spread
And my arms out
In my bloodstained Sunday's best,
And you'd hold me
I'd remind you
Who you are...
Under their shell..
I'd walk through hell for you.
Let it burn right through my shoes.
These soles are useless without you.
Through hell for you
Let the torturing ensue.
My soul is useless without you
And if they sent a whirlwind,
I'd hug it like a harmless little tree.
Or an earthquake,
I'd calm it,
And I'd bring you back to me,
And I'd hold you
In my weak arms like a first born.
I'd walk through hell for you.
Let it burn right through my shoes.
These soles are useless without you.
Through hell for you
Let the torturing ensue.
My soul is useless without you (through hell for you)
(through hell for you) without you
Without you (through hell for you)
Without you (through hell for you)
Now, I've walked through hell for you,
What's an adventurer to do
But rest these feet at home with you
lyrics by Say Anything
It's Early
Morning Sunshine.
It's early morning sunshine
open your eyes,
You've got a billion suitors
don't compromise.
And you're the prittiest
flower in the garden
with the brightest crown,
Everyday I hoped endlessly
that we would be friends
again somehow.
Shake the dew off your leaves
prepare yourself for today,
Your journey's now just begun
forget about yesterday.
And I'm sorry for being a
stubborn weed
we thorns on my heart,
Like you I've been hurt by good
and bad flowers, now I can't
tell them apart.
But you were giving and loving
and giving and loving to me,
I just want to return the favor
and be your giving tree.
It's early morning sunshine
open your eyes.
